Hopeless 1

I had a dream where I was standing on an island of dirt suspended in an expanse of emptiness and I just had to stay standing on the island of dirt. But after some time, I felt the impatience welling up in me. I couldn't take it and I wanted to go somewhere. I was thinking to myself, 'I need to get out of this island of dirt. I need to go somewhere. But everywhere is nowhere.' So I stepped forward into the vast emptiness to find myself falling into the darkness. I had stepped out of the safety of the island of dirt and found myself tumbling in the shadow of uncertainty.

Perhaps this dream is trying to teach me something. That I need to step out of my comfort zone. That I need to

Decisions is one of the hardest things to make. When a person does not know what to do with His life or what direction he is going.

My pastor once said, "Destination dictates direction..." or something like that. Basically his point was that your destination should affect how you choose your direction. And this illustration is justly made.

You can choose a direction but that does not mean that you will go where you want to go because... you have to choose the right path, when you choose the right path and follow it, you should go to the right place.

So I am asking myself as I write this blog, Where am I headed?

I remember again another dream that I had. That I cannot see around me but I can see the path ahead of me. The darkness is around me but there is light just beyond my feet. I'm heading nowhere but I just know the path in front of me. So I move and follow the path, not knowing where I am going, but walking forward anyway.